Hello all. :)
I'm called lunalunalunalunaLuna. ((I used to be _taintedhalo on flb_angels...))
Writing defines who I am, and I lovelovelovelovlove words more than anything.
I like tea parties, picnics, fireplaces, tea, coffee, the beach, and sosososomuchmore. If I could, I would be a mermaid. I would feel more comfortable, less awkward, safer, with fins instead of clumsy legs. There's more grace beneath the ocean, a grace I wish I could have here. I feel trapped by my own body, as much I know I have to treasure it. IknowIknowIknow. And this year I have learned that great but difficult lesson of loving yourself. I learned to look in the mirror and see everything I was supposed to see, to reconize the beauty that lurked there. It took time, but the change altered my life so deeply and a confidence came about that lead me to an amazing relationship with an incredible boy.
When I was younger, I used to pretend I was a unicorn. More than anything else, the sense of purity involved with the clean white coat and tangled mane... I wish I could have that back. It's sad, so sad, that time can take that away. That the innocence of childhood is so shortlived. Time and death are the only true things that I fear. And I fear them so intensely it almost hurts, it's a constant feeling that I'm just running out of time.
But at the same time, I'm grateful that I'm able to see the beauty in everything, to be able to see the violent splashes of color. Flowers growing out from cracks in the cement. I'm grateful to be inspired by everything, to be able to live my own fairytale, so create, so spin webs of beauty in the lives around mine.
I really hope to meet some amazing people here. I've been looking through the posts and I've already been so inspired by you young ladies. ♥ ♥ Francesca Lia Block fans are so wonderful. :)
Nice to meet you all. :)